If I lay here,
If I just lay here,
Would you just lie with me and forget the world?
So it's come, the decision's made. After another week of self-denial, thinking that I actually would study even when I come online, I think it's due time I un-installed this major source of distraction. No point staying and waiting for the sentence to be passed down, no. I don't think I want to sit here and watch the waters rise above my head. I wouldn't wanna go down without a fight and made to look like a joke.
The whole week's bland, like, tasteless? I hate the damn subjects, I can't wait now. I want to get out of damn secondary school, the last year is like the most boring year. Sleep, sleep, and damnit sleep through the blah-ing of the teachers. Seems like even the chairman himself is prone to sleep these days. 5 months, and yes. Goodbye, school.
Got nothing much to update, life's not that interesting these days. Singapore hasn't got much to offer anyway. Where's there to go, except the place 'town' where all the supposedly cool people are seen to be everyday. Yeah, orchard's too much of a bore these days. Sometimes, I wish that I was born elsewhere. I'd jump at the chance to study overseas if there was a chance.
Alright. If ever anyone wants to look for/talk to/tell me things, there's always email. (: Regarding this blog, I guess it'd remain stagnant for a while. Maybe updates once in a while, since it's my MSN that's gone, not my internet connection. You can update/guest blog for me if you want, just ask me for the password. So yeah, for now. Will update one last time at night later.
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So yes, night has set in. Feels weird, knowing that MSN Messenger would cease to exist tomorrow. Was talking about the dream girl I've always wanted with penguin just now, and I realise, that a dream will always be a dream. Haha, but it's damn sweet to be loved. Okay. Let's see, I'll email a few people, and sms another few. And maybe come online once, or the very most twice, during the weekend or something. But the chances of that happening would be slim. Okay then. Goodbye, MSN Messenger. Been nice knowing you. (:
And if you happen to be reading this,
Happy Birthday, Beitris!
I'm sorry this didn't appear on the actual day, but yes, happy sweet sixteenth. Thank you for being such a wonderful friend, and for always being there. You're of the strangest friend I have, seemingly far, but you appear everytime I need advice. (: I owe you two now, inclusive of your birthday treat. (:
Replies to tags: (slightly overdue)
Liyun: Haha hello! Yes yes, Zidane is my loveee.
Nicolette: Hello Zining! Haha, I won't be online these days. You won't feel guilty not talking to me now that I won't be online huhhh. :P
Sandy: Haha, not me!
Sarah: Touched to know that. See you soon. (:
Liyun, Nicolette: I rock the most. (x
Sandy: Haha it was me at your blog! See, I do visit it. Boo!
Tingzhi: Yes, I switched it. "Did you fall from a shooting star?" (:
Joyce: Hello! It's been four or five years since we met. I will, take care too! (:
If I just lay here,
Would you just lie with me and forget the world?
So it's come, the decision's made. After another week of self-denial, thinking that I actually would study even when I come online, I think it's due time I un-installed this major source of distraction. No point staying and waiting for the sentence to be passed down, no. I don't think I want to sit here and watch the waters rise above my head. I wouldn't wanna go down without a fight and made to look like a joke.
The whole week's bland, like, tasteless? I hate the damn subjects, I can't wait now. I want to get out of damn secondary school, the last year is like the most boring year. Sleep, sleep, and damnit sleep through the blah-ing of the teachers. Seems like even the chairman himself is prone to sleep these days. 5 months, and yes. Goodbye, school.
Got nothing much to update, life's not that interesting these days. Singapore hasn't got much to offer anyway. Where's there to go, except the place 'town' where all the supposedly cool people are seen to be everyday. Yeah, orchard's too much of a bore these days. Sometimes, I wish that I was born elsewhere. I'd jump at the chance to study overseas if there was a chance.
Alright. If ever anyone wants to look for/talk to/tell me things, there's always email. (: Regarding this blog, I guess it'd remain stagnant for a while. Maybe updates once in a while, since it's my MSN that's gone, not my internet connection. You can update/guest blog for me if you want, just ask me for the password. So yeah, for now. Will update one last time at night later.
---
So yes, night has set in. Feels weird, knowing that MSN Messenger would cease to exist tomorrow. Was talking about the dream girl I've always wanted with penguin just now, and I realise, that a dream will always be a dream. Haha, but it's damn sweet to be loved. Okay. Let's see, I'll email a few people, and sms another few. And maybe come online once, or the very most twice, during the weekend or something. But the chances of that happening would be slim. Okay then. Goodbye, MSN Messenger. Been nice knowing you. (:
And if you happen to be reading this,
Happy Birthday, Beitris!
I'm sorry this didn't appear on the actual day, but yes, happy sweet sixteenth. Thank you for being such a wonderful friend, and for always being there. You're of the strangest friend I have, seemingly far, but you appear everytime I need advice. (: I owe you two now, inclusive of your birthday treat. (:
Replies to tags: (slightly overdue)
Liyun: Haha hello! Yes yes, Zidane is my loveee.
Nicolette: Hello Zining! Haha, I won't be online these days. You won't feel guilty not talking to me now that I won't be online huhhh. :P
Sandy: Haha, not me!
Sarah: Touched to know that. See you soon. (:
Liyun, Nicolette: I rock the most. (x
Sandy: Haha it was me at your blog! See, I do visit it. Boo!
Tingzhi: Yes, I switched it. "Did you fall from a shooting star?" (:
Joyce: Hello! It's been four or five years since we met. I will, take care too! (:
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